themeltingpot

On the upcoming week, a good friend of mine is getting married. He sent me an invitation a month ago, and I truly congratulated him both on phone and facebook instant message. I guess that I will be the last one to tie knot among the 4 of us.

We have been friends for 10 years, and we met on college because we all took on the same classes. He was a smart guy. Actually, we considered him as a nerd back then. He was so good at computer, I actually learned a lot from him. We never thought that he will be the first one getting married, ahead of all of us here. Now, he going to tie the knot, and not surprising, he is a truly lucky guy.

Another friend of mine, he was married before, but for some reason, he left his wife. Probably the marriage was arranged by his parents, finally he called it off. He had child, probably he is 10 now, he kept on paying child support. Now, he met this girl, who he really loves. She got a baby boy with him, and finally he has to marry her. Their wedding will be on January 2009.

Both of them also send me an invitation. And they both asked me the same question. When will be my turn to tie a knot. Actually, the girl I am with now. She is not my girlfriend at all. I just want to save my face and telling a lie. I wanted her to be my girlfriend, but she never treated me as one. Sometimes, I kept asking myself, why I still be on her side. I should leave. She only treated me just like a male friend. When will I find the love of my life? Constantly, I felt disappointed, and frustrated with these questions surrounding me.

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